This is day 27 of my 28 Day Detox. I'd say I've been about 70% successful. I learned a ton about will power, went through a rough patch, but picked myself up and still kept off some weight. I will not leave the United States in May weighing anything more than 129. It's 8 pounds away right now, but I will get there!
I am discovering that dieting correctly relates directly to a healthy psychological, environmental, and overall lifestyle change. I will spend the end of Winter and my Spring enjoying the sun and using my energy to get to the change I want. I want a clean environment. I want my creativity to flourish and I want to feel fucking wholesome and independent. I want to live off Sunday Farmer's Markets, fruits and veggies. I want to find the best balance for my body and see myself as a successful teacher.
With all this being said, I know I can do it. I have been doing it. However, I seem to do so much better when Elliott isn't around.. and he disturbs my consistency when he brings his sunshine and yellow flowers. What to do? Maybe shorter visits? Preventing it by not allowing enough time where I turn to mush. Doesn't hurt keeping him around if we can't see each other for a while anyways, right?
..right?
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